I'm not a fan of Halloween because I have my reasons just like Taylor Swift has her reasons why she had to SHAKE IT OFF.Probably to shoo away evil spirits of people who are still alive yet rotten inside. However,I'm not a total snub to it either.Not because I'm not a fan of it doesn't mean I'm grumpy about it when people around me celebrate.I just don't have the same excitement like those who really look forward for Halloween.However,I love watching people who are really excited for Cosplay and parties.Children Trick or Treating on the Street makes me smile.It's just cute seeing them in Disney characters or whatever cute stuff they wore while they chase all the candies and their eyes lit up so happy just for the candies! I'm also fully aware that people love Halloween for personal reasons such as people meeting their Soulmates. Literal.I knew a popular story where a girl gate crushed someone's Halloween party dressed as ghost with her best friend and well,seven years after,they are still together.Cute Halloween story isn't it.It got better when she revealed her face because she's got the face of a goddess in a hookers body with Ellen De Generes' sense of humor! I don't totally hate Halloween.I appreciate what people do on this day like how people get very artistic and competitive in designs.I bet there's also increase of sales from shops who sells halloween stuff.I like how busy everyone are.Kids busy doing Trick or Treat.Teens busy on Halloween Parties.Grown ups busy working and decorating their offices to make it "halloween friendly" and of course shops doing the best thing they can to attract more shoppers.Everyone so busy thinking what to do.Where to go.What to wear.How to pull pranks.How to have the scariest outfit ever.For business men,they have to display their best Halloween themed products even on food such as cakes in Halloween designs. Here in Manila,the story is entirely different.While most European countries probably spent theirs through parties, most of us are oblige to go home to join our family to visit dead relatives and offer prayers .That's sweet and creepy at the same time.You have to visit the dead or else the dead will visit you! Okay,I'm just kidding.We try to make Halloween still a loving family themed holiday.We don't go scaring people or finding an excuse to seduce someone with outfits.Instead,we go to visit dead loved ones to commemorate them somehow in a spiritual level.I love how it's centered on family and bonding. However,there are also downsides.AS much as there are many exciting things to look forward for Halloween,there are few personal things I'm not excited about. Here are few of the things.... BUTI PA ANG PATAY DUMADALAW AT DINADADALAW... Just the other day,my brother texted me he's going to visit one of my childhood friend who cannot sleep because she kept seeing her deceased Aunt.Possession is real in my hometown.This topic is limitless and debatable in many aspects depending on your own belief and point of view so I won't even go there.What I just want to point out is whether they are a pigment of our imagination or maybe not,I hated the fact that majority of us fear the dead when there's more to fear than those who are already dead and peaceful in their sleep... BUHAY NGA PERO WALANG KALULUWA "Di ako takot sa mga taong patay na.Mas takot ako sa mga taong buhay pa pero wala ng kaluluwa" I wrote this on my facebook page because the truth is we fear the unknown.It must be insulting to ghost when they found out that majority of humans feared them to death.We don't know but I don't think they meant to harm or scare us.Maybe just want to have a good talk and coffee like good old days don't you think? Okay,that's seriously creepy though. On a I'm seriously scared of people who are still alive and yet they are rotten inside,slowly dying having no hopes or worse,people who's joy is found in victimizing others. As for me,I prefer the dead lurking around me than someone alive yet so rotten that there's no sign of humanity in them.They don't feel compassion.They don't know kindness.They are so full of anger and hate.Their mouth is full of filth.Their brains and hearts are just empty not having any conscience at all those people who rapes little girls or even babies! I fear people who are clothe in greed who is willing to kill anyone who will hinder them from getting more.I see lots of alive but dead people roaming around.I wonder why they are still on this earth when they are the real deal.And in this country,I often imagine them inside the senate or congress.They are just there but it's hard to recognize how rotten they are because they are protected by their rich garments and heavy mask to hide their rotten souls. People who are alive and doesn't feel like they probably wish they die each day.That kind of sadness too is what I'm scared about. But I want to believe,there are still so many good people everywhere it's just that media recently highlights the bad news than the good news. IT'S INSULTING How could a skeleton lie in a million worth of coffin protected by marbles and stones of good quality and beautiful flowers growing on the side but a person so alive like me who work my ass off cannot even afford a Starbucks coffee! Also,an alive person sleep on the streets while this one who cannot see or feel all of these things is just chilling there in years.They were offered fresh flowers and food and all those stuff in there probably more than the time when they were alive.I really wish people do all these things when the person is alive and not dead because it's so insulting. WAG SAYANGIN ANG MGA PAGKAIN,IBIGAY NYO NA LANG SA AKINHalloween reminds me when we were kids,me and my brothers go to cemeteries in the evening to steal whatever food left by people to their love ones because we can't help seeing those food spoiled for nothing when we ourselves cannot even afford to buy ourselves decent food.So when everyone went home,we would slowly crawl and feast on those food offered to the dead.We were aware that a food offered to the dead cannot be eaten because it's simply not acceptable but it's not scientifically proven to kill us.We will die of hunger is more reasonable so yeah,we just go for it.Atleast,we ate them! It's really a treat because it's free dinner and breakfast if the food doesn't spoil easily.I use to be that kind child,no wonder I still carry those extra fats with me 22 years after.That's my punishment probably.Still not sorry though.Lol! MOST PEOPLE ARE ON VACATION BUT ME Well,everyone is on holiday!Atleast that's what the majority are doing today except me and some others because we are working on holiday.Also,I'm miles away from my family and going home requires so much time and MONEY.And I'm broke for the meantime so I can't show up with just my face home.Expectations from family and neighbors are really crazy and I can't just go home with my face or they might kick me out.Just kidding.I over think sometimes.Forgive me.Besides,my family never celebrated Halloween ever so we are the coolest family.We just let the days pass by. One of the saddest thing is to be alive and yet lifeless or in the world of a call center agent like me,walking zombies.We are awake at night and asleep by day.I'm scared for my life too because I'm not even halfway through senior citizenship and my health is deteriorating fast.I'm a literal WALKING DEAD. I'M NOT JUST A FAN OF HORROR OR SCARY THINGS I'm such a boring person on this one.Ever since,I really hated horror movies and I never get thrilled watching them.I tried watching once and I'm starting to see Annabel in every womans face.Well I get over it. I'm not definitely scared of the images or effects.NANDIDIRI LANG TALAGA AKO.Also,I don't get it.Why would one watch a horror movie and cover their eyes all throughout? What did you pay for? The sounds? You should have downloaded the sound tracks instead! I don't see the point why we summon dead spirits and be scared of them.It's like calling your mother only you don't need anything.That's so annoying really.That could be the reason why other spirits take their revenge by scaring others.hahaha. IF I DIE.I'LL BE GONE FOREVER FOR REAL... When I die,I should really be dead and stop bothering those that I love.I want my family to cremate me and have my ashes spread through the winds in Mt Kappugan and be washed away in the river and I'll be totally gone forever.I don't want any of my death be commemorated or any kind.I don't want them to be spending extra for me.I don't want them to just keep on holding on to something painful but just live life because everyone eventually will die so they should stop obsessing OVER MY DEAD BODY.I'm dead.My time on earth ends here while yours just continue.This is my message to the world and to my family.Just throw me away and continue your life because this earth doesn't revolve around the dead. I'm not a fan of Halloween because I don't like the idea where people keep on getting back to the dead and party on the tombstone.Whether they are celebrating because the person is already dead or they are celebrating because the person was once a legend is still insulting because the ghost can't join them in the celebration.Also,the ghost can't eat their food because it's just an invisible ghost feared by most people and yet the ghost doesn't fear the living.What a paradox! For now,these are my senseless reasons,or maybe at some point they make sense.Okay,maybe not.Enjoy the remaining remains of the dead while you can and as for me,nothing matters today than my period.It's my first day of my period and you know what that means.World war three due to million watt moods! When I die,let my family know to just scatter me in the mountain or in the Forrest.To just let a strong wind blow all my ash and be scattered.I'm certain I'll make a good fertilizer. Ciao!
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