Gago! Badtrip! Bobo! Ilan lamang yan sa mga madalas kong mabasang comments sa ilang social media. Yung iba nga,naglevel up at gumamit pa ng mga sikat na character upang iparating ang pagkairita na may pagka sosyal ang dating gaya na lamang ng " para kang si Jon Snow,you know nothing so shut the f**** up!"
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punk-fairy-dreamer said: Hi there Rosie! So in your I Never videos, we learn about lots of somewhat regrettable experiences of yours, involving sex, drugs and alcohol. But you don't appear to regret it. How? Can you give me advice on how to not live life filled with regret? Why would I regret any of my experiences? First of all, I’m a bisexual, so I would never regret sleeping with a man or a woman. From a very early age I have accepted that sex with both genders is a thing I am more than comfortable with. Why would I ever regret consensual sex? It’s my body, I can do what I want with it. If I want to have sex with someone, I will. I refuse to feel ashamed or guilty or regret a decision I made. Because I obviously felt at the time it was a good decision and I went ahead with it. So no, I don’t regret having consensual sex with anybody.
Secondly, why should I regret drinking alcohol? Sometimes alcohol has made me sick, but that’s what it does, in excess. If you’re a drinker, you learn your limit, how much you can handle and how much you can’t through experience. I had a really wild past of parties and drinking and I look back at amazing memories. I’m not saying you have to drink to have a good time at all, I’m just saying I’m not against drinking and I had good times. Lastly, I would never ever promote anyone to do drugs. Or to have sex or drink alcohol. I would suggest for people to do whatever the hell they want and whatever they are comfortable with and not listen to anyone else. (Except, perhaps some wise friends and family who love you.) I took drugs in the past, and now I don’t touch them, and would never touch the ever again. But I don’t regret anything in my life. Everything that has happened to me has molded me into who I am today. I have learned huge, valuable lessons from my past that make me feel so proud of how far I've come. I can recognize mistakes I've made and told myself not to make them again, and I haven’t. I've learned that it’s ok to slip up, because I know from experience I can get back up and dust myself off and carry on to a better place. I never ever look back on my life with sadness or regret, and neither should you. If you ever do something that makes you feel sad, mad, anxious or guilty, promise yourself that you will not do that thing again if it makes you feel this way. Hold yourself to this promise, move on and learn that you can trust yourself to look after yourself. In time you will trust your instincts and decisions you make as you know you are wise enough to make the best decisions for you." Kahapon habang papasok ako sa trabaho patawid sa may Don Antonio overpass,pansin ko ang matandang babae na hirap umakyat sa hagdan at may dalang bag na mabigat.Naisip kong tulungan kaso nagalangan ako baka magulantang ko sya.Sakto sa pagkakataong yun,isang binata sa unahan nya ang nagmagandang loob at nagpasyang tulungan sya ngunit tama ang hinala ko,mukhang nagulantang ang matanda at sa halip na matuwa ay agad sumagot sa malakas na boses ng " hinde! Hinde! " paulit ulit nyang sinabi yun na may halong pagdududa sa intensyon ng binata na gustong tumulong sa kanya.
Napahiya ang binata, humingi ng paumanhin at dali daling umalis.Bakas sa mukha nya ang pagka dismaya at pagkahiya sa pangyayari. Naawa at nalungkot ako sa nasaksihan ko.Isang binata na may kabutihang loob ang nais magpaabot ng tulong ngunit sa halip ay pinagdudahan sya .Wish ko lang,sana hindi sya madala sa pangyayaring ito at di ito babago sa kanya sa negatibong paraan. Di ko rin masisisi si Lola kung bakit ganon na lamang ang reaksyon nya.Sa panahon ngayon,madami na talaga ang manloloko at kung ano anong pakulo makapanloko lang.Madami na ding mandurukot dito sa tulay ng Don Antonio kaya't naiintindihan ko si lola kung bakit ganon na lamang ang kanyang pagdududa. Naalala ko tuloy yung nabasa ko sa libro ng isa sa mga paborito kong author na si Paulo Coelho sa libro nyang "THE ALCHEMIST" sabi don... "The Soul of the world is a interconnection between all living things. Santiago believes that all things were written by the same hand, so everything has a connection to another" Marahil,may karanasan si lola ng di maganda or maaring dahil sa kagagawan ng iba,nawalan na sya tuluyan ng tiwala na kahit papaano ay may mga iilang tao pa rin na may mabuting kalooban. Madalas kong marinig sa ibang tao ang katagang buhay ko to.Wala kang pakialaam.Wag kang mangialam.Tama ka,buhay mo yan kaya ikaw ang masusunod.Ngunit para sa akin,habang buhay ka,meron ka ding social responsibility lalo na kung ito ay makakaapekto sa ibang tao ng malaki at negatibong paraan na maaring makasira ng buhay nila. Para sa akin,BE THE PERSON YOU ARE UNLESS YOU'RE TERRIBLE THEN DON'T...hahaha Well,kidding aside oo nga gawin mo ang lahat ng nais mo ngunit tandaan mo may responsibilidad ka din sa iba.At higit sa lahat may pananagutan ka sa Dios na iyong manlilikha. " Remember also your Creator in the days of your youth,before the evil days come and the years draw near... For God will bring every act into judgment.Everything which is hidden, whether it is good or evil" (Ecclesiastes 12:1a,14) Surprisingly,I'm more and more passive lately and numb.I'm not actually sure if this is a good or a bad thing.I'm happy because caring too much is one of my major downside in life.It sucks when sometimes people just take you for granted or worse mistakenly understood you.
One of my secret pain is just watching people that I actually care about move and not talking to each other anymore. I've come to a point where I'm almost not willing to open up to anyone... almost trusting no one.I use to be the person comfortable talking about my old boring life then one day...here I am too tired to talk or even think about it anymore.Well,people change.Probably because of OLD AGE.But I'm far from menopausal,yet... |
This happens when I try to rest my mind but I keep thinking and I seem to keep remembering what I have been thinking and I ended writing them.
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