Once upon a time,there was a little girl named Aguinaya who lived in the woods.She is sensitive,unloved,fragile little girl who met the most kind fairy good mother when she tried to get out of the forest against her mother's wishes.
The kind fairy godmother asked the little girl why she's running from home.In an almost pleading voice,Aguinaya asked the fairy godmother to help her attend school and finish College because her mother don' want her to study at all. The little girl had lived her childhood life reading books and imagining herself in those stories she read.She would write about them and recreate the story in her head.She dreamed of becoming a poet or a writer.She dream of becoming a doctor.She dreamed about lots of things.She always wondered what it's like to be on the other side of the mountain.
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I'm starting to think,in today's generation If you are good looking,smart and woman with a class,then people in general will give you a VIP treatment most of the time.
However,make one mistake and they get shocked and start judging your life.When you are that perfect,society treats you like there's no room for mistake.When you suddenly get wrinkles or pimples because God forbid you got older,people glare at you like you committed a crime. I have no scientific basis here but this is my observation in general specially when watching random celebrity interviews or when reading the headlines. If you are pretty but dumb,you'll be a laughingstock.Some people you taught were your friends just used you and then just watch you make one mistake after the other and just watch you stumble then they laugh more.In their mind,you are a typical beauty without brains. It's payday! After a day or two,you don't have any cash left and you have that terror look with the big question "What happened,When,why,how".
You try your best to remember where you use your money and it got even more painful. You use three fourths of your money to pay all your debts and bills due for the month,sometimes it's not even enough to pay everything! So month after month,you are working to pay your debt.Your salary is not enough.Then,you start considering getting maybe a second job,or maybe seek promotion or worse thing,some people consider selling one of their kidneys or just sell blood. You might have achieve your goals,but at the end of the day,debts are still piled up.You are so stressed,you don't get enough sleep.You have lesser time with your family. When are you going realize that it's never the answer to your problem.I have known very hard working people in my life who never get rich.Yes,they have high paying and stable jobs but it's still never enough. What's going on? They spend way too much more than what they earn! We call it " luho" or "abubot" specially for women who loves shopping and buying things we don't actually need. Today,I have the most wonderful and meaningful dream.It's not like one of those half dreams or the kind where you wake up and you have no idea what you dreamed about. This one felt like there's a story to tell and it was totally finished before I woke up.
In my dream,I decided to treat my brother Gerner in a certain crowded familiar bar,one of my favorite place to eat somewhere familiar near this place but no idea what the bar's name is. When our orders arrived,for some reason my brother was craving for bread.I was also craving for pande manila's ensaymada so I gave him money so he can buy us bread.I specifically instructed him what it looks like,he don't get it so I just told him to buy me pandesal instead. While waiting,I'm eating on my own as people come and go.It was actually crowded meaning the place must be popular as they have lots of customers. |
This happens when I try to rest my mind but I keep thinking and I seem to keep remembering what I have been thinking and I ended writing them.
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