Sometimes,in the the most silent moment,I can hear the loudest thoughts from a far.At times,I can hear my voice from the inside of my head.But I am not mentally unstable.I'm fine really.Maybe,I suppose? Gosh,I'm doubting myself.
Right.Before I start,I want to let you know I'm not doing this to explain myself because I don't owe anyone an explanation. Ooops,look at me I am already explaining! Isn't it ironic how sometimes we say things in a funny way? Why? probably to be safe and to sound neutral and more acceptable.It's like saying "I am fine" but I am not in reality.It's like replying with a smiley but deep inside " I am melting in sadness". When I say " I don't care" is probably one of the most ironic thing people loved saying but doesn't mean it actually.Most people who usually say they don't care actually care a lot.Why would they brought it up in the first place if they don't care? It's like a defense mechanism like sort of a mask we wear to protect us from any attacks.Maybe as a way to boost our ego? I don't know why we do that.
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This happens when I try to rest my mind but I keep thinking and I seem to keep remembering what I have been thinking and I ended writing them.
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