SO the photo above pretty much summarizes everything that I'm going to talk about beauty...Yep,you heard me right! I'm talking about BEAUTY! (awkward) hahaha. The photo above I think is use as an illustration of goal setting but I think it can also be use to demonstrate confidence hence,BEAUTY.Did you see the connection? I obviously ruined it.I beg your pardon.It's up to you.When you see the photo above,what comes in your mind? This is something I have never imagined talking about but yes this is me.Don't you dare doubt it.Rest assured,I'm not possessed even if it's All Souls Day nor drunk or even drugged.I'm on my period that's why.First day of the month,it's Halloween and it is such a big deal to the whole wide world but nothing mattered to me than my period! I am making a big fuss of my first day of menstruation and I'm making a big deal out of it because I feel like I'm dying from blood loss! Anywho,I don't want to go on and on about my period because It's not uplifting at all.It's disgusting and painful and there's nothing much to it so let's just carry on shall we. To be honest,when you see your reflection in the mirror what do you instantly think about? Do you like you? Do you see a lost person? Do you see a socially pressured face? Do you noticed too many details on your face such as pimples and wrinkles? What do you see when you look at your reflection? I use to have a phobia looking at the mirror when I was younger because all I can't see is the little child from the horror movie "the grudge". But today,I can look at my smile in the mirror with confidence and see myself as Adriana Lima.She stole my face and body.I'm not mentally ill.I'm fine.Hahaha Also,this is something I have never imagined to talk about ever but what can I say.People grow up,in my case I'm a late bloomer.Nah,I enjoy making people wonder what I'm up to every time they see some small changes in me physically.I want them to think I'm so in love....with no one but myself.myself. Hahaha Well,that's the general assumption isn't it? When you dress up and really look awesome,people immediately assume you are into someone or you are sexually attracted to someone or trying to be seductive and all.Well,they are right but also wrong.It depends.When I had a full diner,they are right I was doing it for the food. Well,people are always there and have something to say always anyway but don't mind them.Don't ever set your standard through what you see in media or in celebrities nor those posting for FHM because you know,you might get discovered and well,you'll kill the career of the people who runs it. So the best version of yourself is just being you.Just be beautiful for yourself and that's what I' m honestly up to recently because I kindly like it when I see myself in the mirror and I see a satisfied beautiful smile that I can carry on for the rest of the day.I'm not blessed with the face of a goddess or the sexiness of Adriana Lima but I have Einstein's brain! Gah,I'm kidding.I don't even understand anything about light,gravity or force or air but I know gas when I smell poo.I don't understand when people refer to the "bulb" as bright idea when you stare at a light bulb for a long time,you can go blind after! Going back... Though people wonder maybe I got a boyfriend! Nah,I just got a Tupperware lunchbox to be honest and now I'm so happy that I'm glowing! Gosh,how many times do I have to stress this out.I'm not that person whom people can just fall in love with easily.I'm that someone who keeps falling in love secretly in the weirdest possible way but too scared to admit.hahaha. So as I was saying,make sure when you want to look good,do it for yourself mainly and not just for someone because when you look at yourself in the mirror and you see yourself happy and satisfied,it will just radiate and people will just notice. Whether you are putting on your make up or when choosing your outfit for the day. When you go for hair cut and hair color or when you want to paint your nails,just makes sure the first person you satisfy is you.Because when you like you it makes you feel beautiful and if you feel beautiful you look confident and when you're confident,people look up to you. -glow "the inventor of beautiful lies" @2014 November copy right Most of my personal struggles when trying to dress up doesn't come from not knowing what to wear but it comes from fear of being mocked or looking like someone from outer space.And to avoid unwanted reactions,I play safe by being just plain wearing the same face and body for 365 days! Kidding aside,I'm starting to learn and actually love the huge difference between trying to impress others and trying to just be beautiful for yourself.Though dressing up to secretly impress someone helps a lot,still the best way is to just be beautiful for you whether one notices or not,the result is promising.You just feel happy. So this is just a random thought today.I noticed I keep repeating my point so I might as well wrap it up. What I'm trying to say is... PS,
Don't get me wrong though.There's a fine line between "being honestly beautiful for yourself" compared to "gandang gandang sa sarili". Ciao!
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