Just ignore me.I'm FINE. I was and I am always fine can't you see? It's nothing really I just spent months waiting and waiting Wondering when you'll show up again There were those sleepless nights Wondering what happened See I'm fine.Perfectly fine! I'M FINE REALLY,CAN'T YOU SEE Once in a blue moon You show up it's either because you're too bored or just want to kill time See,that's not painful.It doesn't hurt at all! I'm fine. I'm just trying to sort things out I sometimes have my hopes One day,I will totally forget you I'll meet someone,I know Someone who will no take me for granted See,I'm TOTALLY FINE! I'm trying to FORGET YOU so I'm FINE I have to avoid you anyways BECAUSE... I'm clingy and needy and demanding I hate to think I matter to you And I hate that feeling When I miss you,I can't tell you anymore I'm avoiding you BECAUSE... You're too busy to even BLINK I'm avoiding you because I also want to move on Clearly things change and we are grown ups And that's what GROWN UPS DO Accept changes.Understand.Adjust.Learn and move on Don't BURN me to ashes Please leave a bit of my self Just don't burn me just let me move on I'm moving on I'm halfway So please... Give me time to grieve In time I'll be fine Because I'm FINE TOTALLY FINEEEEE! I'M FINE! SEE,I'M FINE! Comments are closed.
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I kept chanting this to myself. We are just two forces that can't be together. One day, I will totally forget about you. One day, I will finally move on. But then, you showed up one second and nothing matters but your existence.
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I can draw inspiration easily from random sources.It could be in the form of music,books I've read (fiction or non fiction),tv shows and movies or any kind of film,news reports,people I have encountered or randomly met and stories I get to hear at times.It could also be in the form of misheard lyrics or people just passing by.I can even draw inspiration from an insult I get from a customer at work.
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I write to settle my rage.I write to document my joy and happiness.I write till I feel better.I write because it is like the source of my life.It is my best stress reliever.It calms me.It keeps me sane.It makes me reflect before saying anything.It is pretty much my life like a food giving me strength to keep moving on.
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