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I hated how my shift ended today! I was alright last night not until series of bad news poured on me.I went home really disappointed and woke up really still pissed off.
I was so disappointed that I really wanted to punch someone in the face! I'm just disappointed and tired.Thinking how much effort I put but still not enough. #unlimited sigh MY Dearest KISSTELL,( sorry bulol ako)
Before tons of greets flood in,I decided to write a novel on your FB wall! ( di na uso ang birthday cards sa panahon nyo) Today,I woke up to the happy laughters downstairs of your whole FAMILY /CLAN busily preparing and cooking food for your debut.I woke up with a smile thinking you're so blessed to have all your tito's and tita's,cousins and pamangkins gathered together to make your 18th bday special. Your lola is the busiest but she seemed so happy! Your mom Thez is probably nervous she'll gonna cry later.Well,she'll cry because she will realize she's OLD now! Gwapos and Gwapas in gowns and tux started to gather ( and I'm in my sleeping clothes but I don't care) I'm delighted to see old friends I haven't seen in a while.Then I look at my watch,it's almost 6pm meaning I have to go to work! Gusto ko UMABSENT sa work but I can't because I want to set a good example for you- TO NEVER WORK IN A CALL CENTER! Hahaha Sadly,I CAN'T BE ON YOUR PARTY tonight and you have no idea how SAD I am! Your debut is one thing that I have looked forward this year but apparently I forgot to file my leave on time.Sorry,I'm old and forgetful. (Ahem!Sana madala sa mahaba kong drama ...wag ka na magtampo...) By the way,you are even BOOTIFULER tonight! Grabe dalaga ka na nga talaga.I just realized I'm OLD. Happy birthday kisstell! To borrow your famous line ... " pwede ka na makulong" P.S, Gift to follow( in 2 years time haha) This is probably the most crowded shift we ever had on GY hence we are celebrating for doing NOTHING.
“Admit it. You aren’t like them. You’re not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes. But it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the “normal people” as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like “Have a nice day” and “Weather’s awful today, eh?”, you yearn inside to say forbidden things like “Tell me something that makes you cry” or “What do you think deja vu is for?”. Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. But what if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others.”
— Timothy Leary (via purplebuddhaproject) Today,I've learned that all the love and sacrifices you gave,all the kindness,support,all the care,affection,understanding and forgiveness you've given when just randomly returned to you in the most unexpected way is beyond description.
Even in the most difficult situation,choose kindness and goodness. You have no idea how it feels when it comes back to you in the most unexpected way... |
I stared at you for such a long time without blinking.You were too bright that I can't see anything after I took my eyes off you.I wonder whether I was naturally attracted to your brightness and I ask myself how can I go on being blind for staring too long at you!
-06/02/14- (me staring at the flourescent light,really blinding) “Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth.”
— Alan Wilson Watts Archives
April 2017
IT'S MY LIFE
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So I just thought of designing my OWN EPITAPH...
that says;
" I have lived MANY TIMES but ONLY DIE once.And now I'm dead.For real" |