When I said I love you
It means I'm ready to open up all my fears to you I'll be showing you all my ugliness without shame It means I will be annoying you a million times It means there would be no more pretensions It means I'm willing to remove my mask And reveal the person in me that no one have ever seen But please be warned... But please understand that when I'm angry at you It doesn't mean I stopped loving you There would be days I will avoid you Or I would stay away from you Most days I will bore you There would be days I seem to hate you Or days I feel like I wanted to be on my own There would be days I will be obsessed with a certain topic and will never let go of it I want you to know I must have loved you to let you see these things in me Most of the time I will be in a million different moods in just one day but I will tell to your face I am fine I'll just be sad and be grumpy then laugh the next few minutes and be fine again There's nothing wrong I'm just messed up like that If you think you can stand me in all of these then I will open my soul to you Without doubt Always remember this,when I'm in a pissy mood When I'm annoyed When I'm not in the mood It doesn't mean I love you lesser I still love you the same I'm just messed up like that Comments are closed.
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I kept chanting this to myself. We are just two forces that can't be together. One day, I will totally forget about you. One day, I will finally move on. But then, you showed up one second and nothing matters but your existence.
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I can draw inspiration easily from random sources.It could be in the form of music,books I've read (fiction or non fiction),tv shows and movies or any kind of film,news reports,people I have encountered or randomly met and stories I get to hear at times.It could also be in the form of misheard lyrics or people just passing by.I can even draw inspiration from an insult I get from a customer at work.
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I write to settle my rage.I write to document my joy and happiness.I write till I feel better.I write because it is like the source of my life.It is my best stress reliever.It calms me.It keeps me sane.It makes me reflect before saying anything.It is pretty much my life like a food giving me strength to keep moving on.
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