To old friends that I dearly miss To old flame I can't get over with To old habit that never dies To old feelings,same old feelings To an old place I have spent growing To countless times I have wrestled against death To broken promises and shattered dreams To the same old feelings Old same feelings rushing all at once just now I wanted to run away from you Yet instead I ended running to you I attempted to push you way but then I started missing you badly I am fully aware I can never have you But I just can't let you go You burn my eyes You see me through Your touch makes me shudder Your voice a music to my ears Your smile shines through my soul Your mannerisms cracks me I just can't let you go You are my midnight thoughts Your name I scream in my sleep Your hands wrap around my neck They are my blanket on cold days Your warm body next to mine I drunk in your scent I just can't let you go The feel of your fingers into mine love and passion burning in our eyes the sound of your breath the taste of your lips The warmth of your skin The sound of my name when you call me I just can't let you go SANA...
- Sana natutunan ko sa school kung paano gamitin ang kumplikadong Math and Science formulas para masolusyonan ang lahat ng problema ko sa buhay - Sana mas naituro sa school na mag aral at magsikap hindi lang upang makakuha ng magandang trabaho,makatulong sa pamilya at maging empleyado kundi sana mas naituro kung paano maging isang succesful EMPLOYER - Sana tinuro sa school kung paano magiging isang mabuti at responsibilidad na magulang sa kurso ng "PARENTING 101" - sana tinuro sa school disiplina sa pera at paano makaiwas sa sandamakmak na utang - Sana school is not a place of punishment and terror for kids but a fun place to learn and relax - Sana naituro sa school ang solusyon sa child abuse at broken family Napakahalaga ng edukasyon ngunit hindi lahat ay natututunan sa school at lalong ang mga solusyon sa lahat ng problema ay hindi naituturo sa school.Mas madami kang natututunan sa personal mong karanasan sa buhay. Kaya naman,kapag bagsak ka sa mga grades sa school, lagot ka sa nanay at kapatid o kamag anak mong nagpapaaral sa 'yo.Magpakalayo layo ka na bago ka pa nila mangawaan.( joke lang) May pag asa pa.Ang grades sa school ay hindi basehan ng halaga at pagkatao mo.Ang mahalaga nagpapatuloy ka at hindi ka bumibitaw o mawawalan ng pag asa.Magpatuloy ka lang.Wag kang bibitaw.Matututo ka din sa kung ano talaga ang pinakamahalaga sa buhay. " Many are educated but only few are Learned" #scatteredthoughts When you are alone but you feel crowded
When in silence you can hear thousand voices Responsibilities and expectations wears you down Escape is all you could long for When you did all you can but still not enough When you gave your best and still isn't the best When you are trying to figure out but can't think straight You need to clear your mind When you are very silent but you are screaming inside When you close your eyes but still see a million flashes When you try to breath and you can't Space is all you need Just never give up keep going on When you feel like nothing matters just keep hanging on It will soon get better It will soon pass away Just don't give up Just hang on |
I kept chanting this to myself. We are just two forces that can't be together. One day, I will totally forget about you. One day, I will finally move on. But then, you showed up one second and nothing matters but your existence.
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I can draw inspiration easily from random sources.It could be in the form of music,books I've read (fiction or non fiction),tv shows and movies or any kind of film,news reports,people I have encountered or randomly met and stories I get to hear at times.It could also be in the form of misheard lyrics or people just passing by.I can even draw inspiration from an insult I get from a customer at work.
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I write to settle my rage.I write to document my joy and happiness.I write till I feel better.I write because it is like the source of my life.It is my best stress reliever.It calms me.It keeps me sane.It makes me reflect before saying anything.It is pretty much my life like a food giving me strength to keep moving on.
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