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And after all those years....sisters FINALLY found each other and haven't stop talking for hours!
Ah,love & affection! The little boy I use to carry on my back is now a grown up man.He might have grown up fast and got a year older today but there's always a little boy inside the man that he is now and I find that amusing and adorable.
You will always be that cute sweet little boy in my memory as well as a grown up man that I can always find, comfort and strength and friendship! Happy birthday ading ku Gernel! I love you tons! Ang husay ng photographer at stalker ko.May talent sa photography! Hahaha.Salamat Mariadivine sa napaka updated mong upload!
At salamat po sa sponsor ko sa dress, ang aking momsy Maque. "I can't breath! For one second,I thought I'm going to die "
I woke up in the middle of my sleep gasping for air.For two weeks,I have suffered from extreme chest pain and I can't sleep well.I cannot eat anything.For two weeks,I was dependent on medicine and water. Have been to different check ups but no doctor can explain why the medicine they prescribed doesn't help at all. After my endoscopy,ultrasound and colonoscopy,I've learned one thing.I am not physically sick.When I finally admit I am in a crazy level of STRESS and did some personal healing without depending too much on medicine,that is how I quickly recovered. We all deal with our personal struggles differently.That we have certain fears that we are afraid to reveal even the closest person we love because we wanted to project an image that is strong and unmoved.With the right amount of comfort from friends,a little bit of self time and break from work,a kiss and a hug from someone who loved you.A treat in the form of a massage,food or even road trips.A time to talk to your friends and mess around with them.A spiritual journey in the form of meditation,prayer or fellowship.Moments of memories from people you adore and love.All these when mixed together yield into a wonderful result that the moment you open your eyes,you see life more beautiful than it ever was.You will be thankful you continued living,unyielding to the scars of yesterday.Well,atleast that's how I self medicate. I've learned that you should take time to know yourself fully.Know your strengths and weaknesses.Know what makes you feel better.Know when to stop.Know what your priorities are.Know what consume your strength and know how you cope up.Know how to pray.Learn to meditate.Always be thankful and grateful.Surround yourself with positive,loving and kind people. Know that you are not oblige to open up your fears and frustrations to anyone if you are not comfortable talking about it.But talking to someone helps a lot.Know that if you don't trust anyone to handle your personal struggles,GOD is always willing to listen. Today,I also hope and pray,with everything you went through,you find your best way to deal with your struggles and eventually come around. Lastly,know that everything is temporary and it will soon pass and you can finally say," all is well". #personalhealing Kuya Migz,
Traveler.Artist.Singer.Songwriter.Mountain climber.Photographer.Teacher.Counselor.Best of all,a super cool and awesome KUYA to me since the first time I met you in fellowship. What can this man NOT do? Your name says it all."Michael", an angel on earth. Thank you Kuya Migz for everything.I appreciate all those few chats we had and It helped me a lot every time. Happy birthday! May you find peace and wisdom as you go along and figure out what lies ahead.May you also have a stress free and healthy life all year long :) Princessita,
Pang ilang beses na ba to na magkasama tayo sa shift pero tuwing birthday mo,lagi ka na lang nawawala or kung saan saan ka napapadpad?Ang totoo? Ikaw ba si Dora?! Kailan mo ba kami ililibre mga ka-GY shiftmates mo ng kahit man lang pizza,lasagna,icecream at cake! Simple lang naman hiling namin,mura nga lang lalo na pag may kasamang crispy fried chiken! Yung igagala mo,di worth it kasi mapapagod at gagastos ka lang.Eh pag itri-treat mo kami,everybody happy! Hahaha! Oh sya,papalagpasin ko ngayon taon.Buti na lang sexy at maganda ka GAYA ko:-) Selpi na lang tayo gamit cellphone ni Via tapos gawin nating wallpaper ng phone nya para naman may maganda sya laging nalikita pag gising pa lang:) Happy birthday Princessita! Kahit walang love life,di bale atleast may tshirt kang " love is love". Enjoy and make the most of it! Keep smiling! P.S. Ang diet,wag sirain.Gym pa more! Ur neighboorhood fwend, Ms Piggy de Oink Oink Neth,
I haven't seen you in ages and yet,seeing this photo of us years ago still makes me smile just like old times.I guess,your beautiful smiling face is one of the best part of you that I loved the most. Your smile is always fresh in my memory.This photo is a perfect reminder how things get amazing when you are around because you're smile is contagious. Today is your day and so I will celebrate with you! Happy birthday! Old friend and sister! Today is your day so I pray that you receive all the blessings you deserve.I hope you have more reasons to smile now and I hope you are always well as you enjoy a new chapter of your life. I hope to see you around.I so missed you badly.Happy birthday again,hope to be with you in fellowship sooner. Old times, glow It's even more disgusting because I have been burping a lot and there's the after taste that I dreaded.Actually I was on a 24 hrs diet as in no food intake at all except water as a requirement for the ultrasound,endoscopy and colonoscopy. I seriously thought,I have already emptied all the contents of my stomach since this morning considering the amount of times I have stayed but I was wrong so because it kept going on for more than 24 hours that I have to take Diatabs the following day before I report to work just to make sure. My check up went really well and I'm so relieved there were no findings.My sister said it was a waste of time and money but for me it wasn't. At least,I was able to know I was misdiagnosed and that I have to get rid of all the medicines I have bought.Second thing,the doctor confirmed it could be stress related considering they didn't find anything and also that I have issues with my digestive system and there was a bit of hemorrhage near my rectal area but doctor said there's nothing to worry about as it's nothing major,it will eventually heal. I woke up really groggy like super drunk with a hang over.I struggled opening my eyes and I can' even speak without slurring.After 30 minutes I was totally fine. It was really hilarious after I realized I was all naked in the OR as 2 male doctors and 4 male nurses check me including my internal organs.So this is it,I'm virtually not virgin anymore at least to the eyes of those six gentlemen.gentlemen. Lol! But I'm thankful,I have been feeling better and eating as usual.I'm actually thankful I lost a lot of weight which I kinda needed as well without risking my health. Oh well,all is well! |
I stared at you for such a long time without blinking.You were too bright that I can't see anything after I took my eyes off you.I wonder whether I was naturally attracted to your brightness and I ask myself how can I go on being blind for staring too long at you!
-06/02/14- (me staring at the flourescent light,really blinding) “Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth.”
— Alan Wilson Watts Archives
April 2017
IT'S MY LIFE
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So I just thought of designing my OWN EPITAPH...
that says;
" I have lived MANY TIMES but ONLY DIE once.And now I'm dead.For real" |