all I see on facebook are delicious food and it's sooo RUUUDEE because I can't eat anything for now!
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My Dearest Ate Ayah, I don't know how to keep this short with all those happy memories in mind. We usually send cards and letters but we are not that old to ANDROID it up:-) Anyway, everytime kasi na birthday mo,I automatically have flashbacks. How could I not when you are the reason why I came to the city in the first place. How could I not when I am smiling automatically remembering you? People might think I'm over dramatic and too emotional but I don't care because they have no idea how much I was and am OBLIGED to you. You accepted me fully and patiently for who I was. You were my first teacher,mentor, sister,counselor and closest friend here in Manila when I was starting to explore a whole different life.
My admiration and gratitude to you will never ever fade and will forever be in my heart. I deeply pray that God will pour you blessings in return for what you did. May He bless your family and everyone you care and love. May you never run out of compassion, kindness and patience. Thank you will never be enough! Happy birthday! I miss you lots! Forever be grateful, Glo Are you going to watch 50 SHADES?
I have tried watching the trailer but it doesn't really appeal to me just as the book does.I mean of course it's stupid to compare it with the book but usually,when I read the book and there's a movie and I watch the trailer,it got me excited to watch.But for this one,for some reason I cannot find any excitement to watch it at all. Most of my friends know I have read all three books in just three consecutive days and have loved it thus the expectation to watch the movie is huge.I have loved the book and so I understand the excitement from people wanting (not to point out WOMEN) to watch it on Cinema. For some reason,it doesn't have that effect on me visually. Anything written excites me easily but apparently for this one,visual didn't work.It doesn't equal my feelings reading the books. Don't get me wrong,the director and casts did a great job to make it visually delicious to the eye but it just doesn't touch my inner goddess to that level the book has. My imagination was way creative and beyond explanation so I don't want to ruin that. Well funny....I read this article and I kinda understand my behavior. No one can CHANGE anyone nor force anyone to CHANGE.The biggest thing that have ever changed me was the love of the people in my life who accepted everything about me and LOVED me the way I am.I learned that their LOVE had given me room to improve and change for the better.
And with this,I would like to thank these people who have shown me LOVE and had been my instant family and for making me feel I was never alone. Verma for loving me the way I am and for living life passionately inspiring me to see things more positively. To Mariadivine,for tolerating me despite me being annoying most of the time and for making me laugh even if I'm in the middle of a very emotional situation. Reichell for counting how many cups of coffee I had for the day and for scolding me if I drunk too much.For looking after me offering me a million watt hug when I needed one.My hugs. Alex,for the laughter and comfort...also for eating my LEFTOVER FOODS if I can't finish my lunch. Ate LC ,for listening as I share you everything I've been up to.All my ups and downs and my series of unfortunate events. Lastly,my brother Gernel whom I love dearly and have been my biggest inspiration.My best friend,confidant,my protector and defender. My brother whom I have the biggest respect and admiration. Spread the love and love all the way! "Believing"
[Maddie:] I don't remember, How I got here, When my rose coloured glasses disappeared, [Deacon:] Sometimes my fingers, They can lose touch, Start letting go of everything I love [Both:] When I get the feeling That my prayers have hit the ceiling And those are the days when my faith has lost all meaning [Maddie:] You keep me believing, My fears are safe here Held in your hands When I'm broken, You put me back together again [Deacon:] All that I once was, All I could be, When I've forgotten, Baby you remind me, [Both:] When I get the feeling, That my prayers have hit the ceiling, On those darker days, When my faith has lost all meaning, You keep me believing [Maddie:] Every ride home starts feelin' blue [Deacon:] All you are to me, baby I'll be back for you [Both:] When I get the feeling That my prayers have hit the ceiling, On those darker days When my faith has lost all meaning When I get the feeling That my prayers have hit the ceiling, On those darker days When my faith has lost all meaning [Maddie:] You keep me believing You keep me believing [Deacon:] You keep me believing |
I stared at you for such a long time without blinking.You were too bright that I can't see anything after I took my eyes off you.I wonder whether I was naturally attracted to your brightness and I ask myself how can I go on being blind for staring too long at you!
-06/02/14- (me staring at the flourescent light,really blinding) “Trying to define yourself is like trying to bite your own teeth.”
— Alan Wilson Watts Archives
April 2017
IT'S MY LIFE
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So I just thought of designing my OWN EPITAPH...
that says;
" I have lived MANY TIMES but ONLY DIE once.And now I'm dead.For real" |