Someone asked me once,"What are you scared of the most in your life? I was taken a back at first.I started thinking deeply and million little things come to mind.I cannot figure out which one do I fear the most.As it turned out,in summary the only thing that I'm scared the most is the UNCERTAINTY of life. There were moments you thought you are in a deep loving relationship then one day,you just watch that person walk out of your life. One day,you can afford everything and then all of a sudden,you became a beggar. Today,you were totally fine but then tomorrow came and you were fighting for your life. You might have invest on something and look forward to it very excited and then when the day comes,it was all gone just like that. Everyday,we face tons of life uncertainties and yet we managed to live.Not even the greatest Mathematician can give an accurate figure of your probability to fail or succeed in life.Not even the greatest Scientists can create a formula to determine how your future will be. Well,that's the beauty of life.Out of billion lives,you are unique and no one can be exactly like you.There's no assurance in everything thus today is definitely different tomorrow.If today sucks,tomorrow will be different so instead of sulking in a corner,why not just keep on moving? The sun rises and the sun sets.Sometimes there are gloomy days but there are also sunny days.Nature has it's own way to remind us of the wonderful lessons in life. Even my thoughts on certain things today will change one day.Today, I might have this certain belief and conviction then you will find me few years from now with a totally different belief contradicting what I believe in for the longest time in my life.I mean this is how crazy and exciting life is. We can never tell what's gonna happen.Isn't that exciting! I think we are molded by experiences and circumstances in experience and beliefs.Today,I might have this huge fear of my future's uncertainty and maybe I will come to a point where my biggest fear is loosing a husband,a child,a family member or a person I have loved for the longest time. I have million different fears in life but I also have billion different reasons to live.
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