INSPIRATION
I can draw inspiration easily from so many sources.It could be in the form of music,books I've read (fiction or non fiction),tv shows and movies or any kind of film,news reports,people I have encountered or randomly met and stories I get to hear at times.It could also be in the form of misheard lyrics or people just passing by.I can even draw inspiration from an insult I get from a customer at work. When you see me blooming or unusually perky than yesterday it doesn't automatically mean I am in love because my source of inspiration is endless and I am easily randomly inspired. MOTIVATION But motivation to actually live and not just be alive and existing? The fact that I have made it this far and have no idea what happens tomorrow and the day after motivates me to just keep going.Time is a big motivator.When I wake up and realized I'm a day older from last night I make a pact to myself to seize the day and live. Faith of all things motivates me.Faith in God and faith in humanity.Faith in the existence of goodness and kidness.Faith that tomorrow will be fine as it has always been for the past 29 years.Faith motivates me deeply to just keep going. WHAT MOTIVATES ME TO WRITE? WHY WRITE? The thought that I can write all these things and then one day read them again over and over excites me.The excitement I get from reading everything I have written even on a really bad day.The feeling of nostalgia it gave me reading all the short stories I have written five or ten years ago. Everything I have writen reminds me to keep going specially when things are hard and unbearable.It reminds me that it's totally ridiculous to have endured this far only to give up at this moment. I write pretty much everything because it is what keeps me going the most.To some people,they thought I am just a loner who can't just communicate.Maybe they are right but also they are wrong. I write to settle my rage.I write to document my joy and happiness.I write till I feel better.I write because it is like the source of my life.It is my best stress reliever.It calms me.It keeps me sane.It makes me reflect before saying anything.It is pretty much my life like a food giving me strength to keep moving on.
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This happens when I try to rest my mind but I keep thinking and I seem to keep remembering what I have been thinking and I ended writing them.
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