Probably the only porn star I was interested in ever. I have spent a whole night reading anything related to her.As creepy as it sounds,I'm just interested in some one like her such as her line of job,her social struggles,her personal life and how she deals with the challenges of living in a judgmental and rude society.I went on and on until I found some Q&A time she does online.I also happen to have read an article she wrote for New York Times Newspaper and believe me,she was not just a porn star.I started to develop a deep admiration to this woman I randomly saw on a you tube clip. I see her as a strong confident,smart woman who can easily twist an ugly situation into an enjoyable less awkward one.Kayden Kross everyone! The man she married is known as best in the male porn industry.He had been bagging awards year after year.When she got pregnant,Manuel asked her to stop doing porn and she decided to take a hiatus from porn to take care of her daughter born in 2013. What I admired about this pregnancy was it's not an accident. Most porn stars get pregnant by accident but as she mentioned in her interview,she and Manuel look forward to being parents. How did she get herself involved in porn would be the most common asked questions in her entire life.While most porn stars are result of bad relationships and painful family feuds,she started stripping in a bar because she wanted to save a pony! I was like What?!!! She's got to be kidding me! Well,of course,there must be some other reasons,a more serious one but this part of her story was funny and very interesting.Well,the man she first did her porn scene with was her fiance right now. Her life for me is very interesting.You don't get to see a smart woman who happens to do porn facing the public with all that confidence. There are millions of things I know one can ask her as a porn star and now a mother.Come to think off,If I were in her situation it's pretty much tough and hard.She's raising a daughter with a husband still working in the porn industry to provide for the family financially. The thing though is in time,her daughter will grow up and that would be the real deal.When she starts asking questions about what they do.Will people treat her daughter indifferently? Will she ever live in a more open minded and acceptable society? These are just some of the few things they have to prepare their daughter to deal with in the future. Watching her interviews and reading some of her writings totally made me adore her.I have watched her podcast interviews. Her guesting in mainstream shows. I've watch her host parties and events, I've read most of her blogs.Thanks to the internet. For some reason, I find her interesting,smart, outspoken and passionate in whatever she does. I just feel bad for her whenever she's outside because people only talk about one aspect of her life when there's obviously so much to talk about and she probably wants to talk about other stuff too. Sure,I might get shouted at this as people might tell me BUT SHE'S A F*****G PORNSTAR! You can always get out the woman out of porn but you can never get out porn out of that woman. What else do you expect people especially men to talk about when they are around her?In most cases,it's true but I also see the possibility that it might not be for all. But she also went to college and I'm sure she has interest in other stuffs too. She seemed to have enjoyed her travels every time they need to shot a scene.She's more than just a porn star.She's a woman.A mother,citizen and a part of this world.She reads great books. She's a passionate woman and serves as a spokes person for her group facing lawyers if that's what it takes to speak up for others. She seemed more spiritual and sentimental more than some religious people I know.by the way,I'm not promoting pornography here.I just happen to see an unusually controversial woman with so much strength and courage.I'm just amazed and encouraged of her strength to stand up with confidence facing all the judgement people have for her. Look, I don't know her personally but the way she represents herself is very positive, uplifting, classy and smart so I started to like that part of her. I'm not saying I'm supporting porn but I'm not judging it either. I'm just interested of who she is behind the porn. Because of her, my impression towards porn stars was never the same.At the same time,she did clarified some lies the porn industry sells to desperate subscribers.
And by the way, if you were wondering how I came across her, believe it or not I was watching some fanvid of my favorite tv series on youtube and you see other videos linked to it.I just clicked one video after the other to kill time and I happen to see her doing a striptease in one of those videos and I became very interested because the other videos linked to her name are all sexually weird enough.I googled her name and found out she's an ex porn star as of the writing. I got all the more curious of her life, how she transform from being a porn star to host. Well, my curiosity totally paid off. Click the link below to read her article on New York Times...
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