I don't even know where to start.I just can't define this love I have for you nor can even find the perfect word to describe it.You are the extension of my soul,the center of my being. You bring out the best of me,just as you bring out the worse of me.You are not that perfect someone who is loving in every way.You are the most messed up person I've ever met and yet I love you even more.I can never run out of reasons why I love you,admire and adore you this much. The way you make me feel is just euphoric.The things you do just to make me happy.When I tell you something inappropriate and you just laugh.When I tell you a poor joke and you genuinely find it really funny.When I write my heart out and ask you to read it no matter how long or endlessly boring they are.You don't care if I wrote something very dramatic or whether it's making sense or not.Since the beginning,you're my number one fan and you make sure you left me with feedback making me feel you really understood every single word I have written like no one else did.
I keep sharing things that are of interest to me without considering if you're into them but then amazingly you genuinely just enjoyed them.It amazes me how did I get you in my life? Most of my friends can't do that.When I wrote something that long,it's either ignored because it's TOO LONG APPARENTLY or too boring to even read but you my dear is willing to get to know more of my "fantasy writers world".I have loved you even more because of how you made me feel like no one can ever and have ever made me feel like that. You're the only person I've ever met who makes fun of me and same time loved me deeply.You saw my imperfections but you love me anyway.Our conversations are endless from dirty to wholesome to something spiritual and back to something bitchy.We seemed to be the only people existing in this whole wide world whenever we catch up. I love how you pay attention to me not even bothering to check your phone the whole time you're with me.It makes me feel so much loved. You have a terrible memory and you mostly forget my birthdays.Gosh,you're so forgetful but you have your own way of remembering things.You remember details like how I look like,what I'm wearing,my facial expression,which side of the table I'm at etc.You pay attention to every tiny detail of me that most of my friends don't find it necessary. When I bend rules,you just giggle.You find it cute when I feel so guilty.You took it as creativity and it makes me feel so much better.You are also a person who don't stick with rigid rules.You make your own rules on your own terms and I find that so attractive. I've fallen in love with your soul.I consider it as the highest form of attraction.The way way we understand each other even in the depth of silence is one of the best moments I enjoy when I'm with you.When we just have "eyes talk" and giggle after letting other people wonder what's going on.I love those moments where a stare is just enough to send heartfelt messages. You are the only person who finds me ridiculous but loves me at the same time.You hated the idea of me but love every bit of me! You are the only person who can leave me for a long time and can come back anytime because you have that space in my heart that no one can ever take place.Not even a lover,a delicious brewed coffee or pizza.No one can ever replace you not even Ryan Reynolds sexiness or Ian Sommerhalder's seductive eyes.I swear,no one can.(if you're not looking.looking. Omg,I'm just distracted) I've fallen in love with your soul.Not your brain because you're forgetful.Not your heart because there's so much cholesterol in there.Of course,I'm kidding (but partly true).I've fallen in love with your soul because that's the center of your being,it's eternal. You are my soul mate. No.No distance,time or FOOD can separate us.Maybe a little bit of coffee will make me forget you for a while but that's just few seconds of falling in love to my coffee. No one could ever replace you because you are always with me.You're always with me,what ever I do,where ever I go. I love you! Comments are closed.
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I kept chanting this to myself. We are just two forces that can't be together. One day, I will totally forget about you. One day, I will finally move on. But then, you showed up one second and nothing matters but your existence.
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I can draw inspiration easily from random sources.It could be in the form of music,books I've read (fiction or non fiction),tv shows and movies or any kind of film,news reports,people I have encountered or randomly met and stories I get to hear at times.It could also be in the form of misheard lyrics or people just passing by.I can even draw inspiration from an insult I get from a customer at work.
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I write to settle my rage.I write to document my joy and happiness.I write till I feel better.I write because it is like the source of my life.It is my best stress reliever.It calms me.It keeps me sane.It makes me reflect before saying anything.It is pretty much my life like a food giving me strength to keep moving on.
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