Tulag ng bibig, kabig ng dibdib Ilang beses na ba na iba ang lumalabas sa bibig Dahil kung ano ang nasa puso, yun ang pakakaingatan mo Madalas sa buhay na ito, mahirap magsabi ng totoo Kung puso ko ang susundin ko Ano kayang buhay meron ako Kung sarili ko lamang iniisip ko Magiging malaya kaya ako Okay lang ako, madalas kong sagot sa 'yo Taon at buwan lumipas gusto kong umiwas sa 'yo Ngunit eto tayo, Paano na ako lalayo sa 'yo Sa tuwing kasama kita, buo ang pagkatao ko Hanggang kailan ba tayo ganito Bakit sa ‘yo,di ko kayang lumayo Tulak ng bibig,kabig ng dibdib Sadyang totoo pala ito If I could paint you in words
Shower you with my love Clothe you with my outmost desire You , my love is beyond beauty itself I love the way you stare at me Looking directly into my eyes I feel like you can see my naked soul You seduce me with your stare Words are not needed when we hold hands Nor the distance that sometimes separates us Even in days, in months or years my love It always feel the same when we see each other again Who can tell behind that angelic face Are tales & epics of wildness & naughtiness That body adored in the limelight Was once the body shamed in darkness My love, you are a revelation Full of mask & hesitations When we are together my love Just be yourself, be yourself You are home. ONE DAY
One day,you sit beside your pregnant wife and you feel the daddy blues.The unending burden of suddenly financing two people you love. One day, your friends might think you've gone boring for choosing to stay home instead of going out with them on Friday nights. One day you chose to come home to the person you love, make her some warm drink,rub her feet,kiss and spoon her to sleep. One day,you look around you and realize you'd rather settle going home to the woman you love for seven years and spend every minute with her than waking up some where intoxicated. One day,you finally have the courage to come face to face to the hardest reality of your life and have to deal with it. One day,you will receive a random call from someone you love who wanted to finally see you and will give you reasons to pull your life together. One day,the things you are most hopeful for can also be the source of your pain and disappointment. One day,you'll know that if you want something or someone,there will always be a way of having them eventually one way or another. One day,the person you adore the most can change your mind in just an instant. One day, everything you've done be good or bad comes back to you. You see, there is no certainty in life. Everything is temporary.The best thing you could do is be alive, enjoy, keep going on and as much as possible, make the most of everything. Because one day is just a day.There are so many "one days" that are yet to come One day,you'll be fine. You thought it's forever didn't you Fame and money all at once Friends seem to be always all around you had the chance,you almost had it but you weren't wise you became a father of two you lose your fame and money you went for drugs to escape reality got depressed and no where to go you thought that fame is forever didn't you Chances come and go
and so are people they come and go money and fame is temporary and you are a fool for thinking it's permanent You got blinded by it you thought fame and money is all you need When all is gone,everything else was gone If you think drugs is the answer think again It's all in the mind You still have a chance Make it right and try again Stand up and keep moving To old friends that I dearly miss To old flame I can't get over with To old habit that never dies To old feelings,same old feelings To an old place I have spent growing To countless times I have wrestled against death To broken promises and shattered dreams To the same old feelings Old same feelings rushing all at once just now I wanted to run away from you Yet instead I ended running to you I attempted to push you way but then I started missing you badly I am fully aware I can never have you But I just can't let you go You burn my eyes You see me through Your touch makes me shudder Your voice a music to my ears Your smile shines through my soul Your mannerisms cracks me I just can't let you go You are my midnight thoughts Your name I scream in my sleep Your hands wrap around my neck They are my blanket on cold days Your warm body next to mine I drunk in your scent I just can't let you go The feel of your fingers into mine love and passion burning in our eyes the sound of your breath the taste of your lips The warmth of your skin The sound of my name when you call me I just can't let you go SANA...
- Sana natutunan ko sa school kung paano gamitin ang kumplikadong Math and Science formulas para masolusyonan ang lahat ng problema ko sa buhay - Sana mas naituro sa school na mag aral at magsikap hindi lang upang makakuha ng magandang trabaho,makatulong sa pamilya at maging empleyado kundi sana mas naituro kung paano maging isang succesful EMPLOYER - Sana tinuro sa school kung paano magiging isang mabuti at responsibilidad na magulang sa kurso ng "PARENTING 101" - sana tinuro sa school disiplina sa pera at paano makaiwas sa sandamakmak na utang - Sana school is not a place of punishment and terror for kids but a fun place to learn and relax - Sana naituro sa school ang solusyon sa child abuse at broken family Napakahalaga ng edukasyon ngunit hindi lahat ay natututunan sa school at lalong ang mga solusyon sa lahat ng problema ay hindi naituturo sa school.Mas madami kang natututunan sa personal mong karanasan sa buhay. Kaya naman,kapag bagsak ka sa mga grades sa school, lagot ka sa nanay at kapatid o kamag anak mong nagpapaaral sa 'yo.Magpakalayo layo ka na bago ka pa nila mangawaan.( joke lang) May pag asa pa.Ang grades sa school ay hindi basehan ng halaga at pagkatao mo.Ang mahalaga nagpapatuloy ka at hindi ka bumibitaw o mawawalan ng pag asa.Magpatuloy ka lang.Wag kang bibitaw.Matututo ka din sa kung ano talaga ang pinakamahalaga sa buhay. " Many are educated but only few are Learned" #scatteredthoughts When you are alone but you feel crowded
When in silence you can hear thousand voices Responsibilities and expectations wears you down Escape is all you could long for When you did all you can but still not enough When you gave your best and still isn't the best When you are trying to figure out but can't think straight You need to clear your mind When you are very silent but you are screaming inside When you close your eyes but still see a million flashes When you try to breath and you can't Space is all you need Just never give up keep going on When you feel like nothing matters just keep hanging on It will soon get better It will soon pass away Just don't give up Just hang on my favorite month of the year
bringing all kinds of beautiful memories childhood days in summer breeze climbing trees and picking fruits blooming wild flowers and fragrant wild orchids chirping birds and clear blue skies APRIL brings so much warmth and summer feels beautiful ladies in colorful bikinis hunky guys in colorful shorts cold summer drinks everywhere happy people on the beach just enjoying the summer heat April my favorite month there's so much warmth and summer fun when you squeeze my hand or lean on me,you give me goosebumps when you put your head on my chest Or make my embraces your blanket in silence when you just lie next to me your snore is a music to my ear. You communicate to me best with no words You excite me. I love the smell of your hair. I love when you massage the back of my head. I love the feel of your fingers caressing my skin. When you plant kisses on my cheek, you excite me. I love the feel of your face and I love the taste of your lips I desire you. Just your smell makes me shudder with desire
When you hug me for no reason When our eyes meet and no words are needed When I caught you randomly staring at me and you smile innocently All these made me fall hard for you I want you. The time we first met, undefined and overwhelming feelings poured in I haven't stop looking at you ever since You were suddenly my universe My life ,my star and my moon You are my world I so desire you If death strikes me at this very hour Then God had done me a great favor If death is knocking on my door I will welcome it gladly for sure Alive or dead, nothing to fear Nothing to live for, nothing to look forward What could be worse than being alive with a dead soul
A coffee to me is not just a hot drink
It's more than taking a hot sip in a cup A coffee is like a warm hug on cold days It just makes me warm inside and out A coffee is not just a coffee It's my source of energy first thing in the morning It cheers me up,ut keeps me awake it keeps,me going through the day Coffee is my bestfriend in this whole wide world It's my source of comfort and strength a coffee doesn't complain or judge what kind of meal I took along with it It doesn't complain how much sugar or creamer I put It just blends and gives me the best aroma and taste a coffee is not a coffee it's a warm morning hug source of energy and enthusiasm it's my pal in my alone time moments my coffee and me SO don't you dare tell me to stop drinking coffee Coffee and I have very special bond You, who always lend an ear to your friends
You who keep their secrets to yourself even though it weighs so much You,who never stop smiling despite how chaotic things are You,who can place others happiness before yours Yes,you I'm speaking to you There's something you should know: You rock! Every moment you spent just to listen to someone talk about their struggles and pain,you've given them the gift of time and kindness Every secret you protected in your heart,you've given them the gift of trust and care Every smile you cast each day making someone smile,you've given them the gift of affection and hope You should know,you matter so much and you offered so much more Always remember that... #becauseyoumatter When I said I love you
It means I'm ready to open up all my fears to you I'll be showing you all my ugliness without shame It means I will be annoying you a million times It means there would be no more pretensions It means I'm willing to remove my mask And reveal the person in me that no one have ever seen But please be warned... But please understand that when I'm angry at you It doesn't mean I stopped loving you There would be days I will avoid you Or I would stay away from you Most days I will bore you There would be days I seem to hate you Or days I feel like I wanted to be on my own There would be days I will be obsessed with a certain topic and will never let go of it I want you to know I must have loved you to let you see these things in me Most of the time I will be in a million different moods in just one day but I will tell to your face I am fine I'll just be sad and be grumpy then laugh the next few minutes and be fine again There's nothing wrong I'm just messed up like that If you think you can stand me in all of these then I will open my soul to you Without doubt Always remember this,when I'm in a pissy mood When I'm annoyed When I'm not in the mood It doesn't mean I love you lesser I still love you the same I'm just messed up like that I wish I wasn't too scared enough To hold your hand and caress your face I wish I wasn't hesitant enough to plant small kisses around your neck I wish I've tried the dares that life brought us and faced the consequences I wish I should have looked you in the eye And told you I like you a lot I wish I was bolder enough to admit that I'm in love with you I wish I spoke more often to you I wish I didn't push you away I wish I should have done better And beg you to stay I wish you belong to me I wish I could hold you closer I wish you're just beside me and cuddle me in my sleep I wish I have you so we could dance together in the rain I wish I can hold you Darling I wish it was you PEOPLE I ADMIRE I instantly admire a person who finish a book in one seating. Someone who doesn't get bothered by long silence someone who is comfortable being alone and just knows how to spend time alone I admire a person who is so messed up in a lot of ways but can gather all the pieces all together like nothing bad ever happened someone who is so confident yet humble and open minded I admire a person who is resourceful and persistent Someone who doesn't give up easily
I admire people who are very diplomatic in the face of a very annoying situation
I admire people who never run out of patience I admire people who are naturally entertaining and has sense of humor I admire funny sarcastic people I don't even know where to start.I just can't define this love I have for you nor can even find the perfect word to describe it.You are the extension of my soul,the center of my being. You bring out the best of me,just as you bring out the worse of me.You are not that perfect someone who is loving in every way.You are the most messed up person I've ever met and yet I love you even more.I can never run out of reasons why I love you,admire and adore you this much. hellbecomingroundthemountain: Picture this: you’re standing at the tongue-tip edge of wherever you are, whatever this is, and from here you can almost see everything. Lovers waking up next to each other, a child discovering art with her hands, a lonely park bench finding company in a weathered man, the sun whispering light through windows. Picture this: you’re standing at the edge of the shore with every wave crashing at your feet, with every breath in your lungs exhaling you alive, and you look around, and isn’t it beautiful? My God, it’s beautiful Here I go again,dealing with my heart I tried to run away you keep on pulling me back Why can't I chose who I fall in love with Why can't I just let you go And never have any regrets Here I go again floating in space Thoughts drifting from afar Looking watching all the stars Wondering if they can light my way and bring me to where I should be because the way we are are just the way things are If only I could undo your painful past so you can let go and live the present If only I can take away those sadness from you so you can be happy If only I can hunt all the people who pained you and let them repay one by one If only I could do anything,anything to make you feel better.If only I could make you laugh every single moment.If only I can make things well for you.I would do everything to make you alive.I would if only I could. Then you look me in the eye and said "coffee.It's all I need.It cures everything,I'm fine".
That's when I realized,I'm not the one you needed as much as I wanted to be your everything,I just can't be your coffee. Well,maybe your sugar or creamer but not your coffee.
You are my song
You are the music in me You are my everything You are the music in me I wish I could numb my heart And every bit of me I wish I can't feel anything Nor ever shed a tear at all I wish I can meet as many people possible But not be attach to anyone at all I wish I can just shut everything And recreate my own world I wish I can unmet you And undo every single memory I have of you I wish I can undo you Why just now you wonder Already got someone But you're starting to fall for someone Why too late you ask You wish you can keep them both I can see it in your eyes What you don't know I ask the same question What am I gonna do now Tangled badly Not knowing how to loose one Three hearts all beating for one That heart of yours That already belongs to someone YOU AFFECT ME
(inspired by John Legend's song "All of Me") To me Your imperfections are perfect You're my beginning and my end You gave me reason to live You teach me lessons You're my weakness You're my strength You're my joy and my pain You both make me cry and laugh You are my all You make me sad you make me happy How could you have that effect on me All I ever think is you I see you in everything I can see you in my future I think this is called Falling in love I must be in love. |
I kept chanting this to myself. We are just two forces that can't be together. One day, I will totally forget about you. One day, I will finally move on. But then, you showed up one second and nothing matters but your existence.
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I can draw inspiration easily from random sources.It could be in the form of music,books I've read (fiction or non fiction),tv shows and movies or any kind of film,news reports,people I have encountered or randomly met and stories I get to hear at times.It could also be in the form of misheard lyrics or people just passing by.I can even draw inspiration from an insult I get from a customer at work.
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I write to settle my rage.I write to document my joy and happiness.I write till I feel better.I write because it is like the source of my life.It is my best stress reliever.It calms me.It keeps me sane.It makes me reflect before saying anything.It is pretty much my life like a food giving me strength to keep moving on.
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